My Life in Song Lyrics

March 21, 2012 in Audiosmoker

The intricate sounds of a world-music tune, the rise of a note that expands to the provocation of an epic landscape, the soulful voice that takes you down South—any of these factors may give you pause as the music escapes your speakers.

But, for me, it’s song lyrics that punch me in the chest or gut, that make me nod, or make me all-out bawl that are the movement from indifference to affection or actuation. Of course, actuation is strongest when they are combined with a beautiful sound—like the gritty, sorrowful sound of Nick Cave’s voice in “O Children” or Nina Simone’s piano in “Nobody’s Fault But Mine.” Nevertheless, it’s the words that stick with me, oftentimes without the remembrance of the accompanying sound.

Some are songs that are old for me, some are new tunes—and they are in no particular order, though that first one is the most recent chop, shock, pull, catharsis (in that order).

For no reason at all, here’re those lyrics:

“Have you left a seat for me? Is that such a stretch of the imagination?” -O Children, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds

“You would see, you would see, if you were three again—and did it all the same.” –Time Has Got Nothing To Do With It, Peter Murphy

“When you gonna love you as much as I do?”—Winter, Tori Amos

“If I die and my soul be lost, it’s nobody’s fault but mine.” –“Nobody’s Fault But Mine, Nina Simone

“But as long as the veins in our arms still stand up, the spirit of life will keep living on.” –Spirit, Dead Can Dance

“Girl, you gotta know that it’s time to turn the page when you’re only went because of the rain.” –Northern Lad, Tori Amos

“Libraries full of keys…where’s your lock?” Socrates the Python, Peter Murphy

“…but me and my true love will never meet again..”—The Smiths, Paint a Vulgar Picture

“..nothing to lose, stuck inside of Memphis with the mobile home, sing!” –Mother Russia/Dominion, Sisters of Mercy

“So you can make me come—that doesn’t make you Jesus.” Precious Things, Tori Amos

“…it’s lonely here, and I think you knew, and I’m waiting…and I wait in vain.” Nine While Nine, Sisters of Mercy

“I told a friend how I’m feeling and this made her sad, ‘cause she fears no man will ever want her so bad.” –I Say Fever, Ramona Falls

“From here, no lines are drawn….from here, no lands are owned…” I Can’t See New York, Tori Amos

From Tori Amos’ “Pancake:

  • “I believe in defending what we once stood for—seems in vogue to be a closet misogynist homophobe.”
  • “Oh, Zion, please remove your glove and dispel every trace of his spoken word that has lodged in my vortex.”
  • “You could have spared her—oh, but no—messiahs need people dying in their name.”

“Can I sail through the changing ocean tides? Can I handle the seasons of my life? Mmm-mmm. I don’t know.” –Landslide, Fleetwood Mac

Yeah, go ahead. Add some of yours.

  • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/theda-bara/ Theda Bara

    Yes, I know this post is a mess writing-wise. Give me a break. At least I’m writing something…..?

  • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/chillbearlatrigue/ Chillbear Latrigue

    I love “O, Children” and the rest of the Harry Potter Six soundtrack.

    If you notice something you want changed, just write me and I’ll edit it for you.

    CLatrigue@live.com

    I didn’t notice anything glaring.

  • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/theda-bara/ Theda Bara

    Actually, I haven’t posted in ages, and so I thought it was kind of like before where I submitted a post to review. I was a little taken aback when it just appeared! I went back and edited the major issue. It’s fine. I put up my disclaimer.

  • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/skahammer/ skahammer

    “I know it might sound strange, but I believe / You’ll be coming back before too long.” R.E.M., “(Don’t Go Back to) Rockville.”

    She did come back, too. Finally, after six years.

    So for a little while, I considered this the most prophetic song in the universe.

    Then she left again. But I guess I was more ready for it the second time.

    • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/theda-bara/ Theda Bara

      How long did she come back for? Years? Weeks?

      Story makes me perch my chin on my wrist.

  • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/kausaustralisandsaturn/ Worthless Emo

    What is the mueeeesickkkk you speak of? Hmm let me think.

  • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/kausaustralisandsaturn/ Worthless Emo

    Wake Up In The Morning Feeling Like P Diddy
    (Hey, What Up Girl?)
    Put My Glasses On, Im Out The Door – Im Gonna Hit This City (Lets Go)
    Before I Leave, Brush My Teeth With A Bottle Of Jack
    Cause When I Leave For The Night, I Aint Coming Back
    Im Talking – Pedicure On Our Toes, Toes
    Trying On All Our Clothes, Clothes
    Boys Blowing Up Our Phones, Phones
    Drop-toping, Playing Our Favorite Cds
    Pulling Up To The Parties
    Trying To Get A Little Bit Tipsy

    [CHORUS]
    Dont Stop, Make It Pop
    DJ, Blow My Speakers Up
    Tonight, Imma Fight
    Til We See The Sunlight
    Tick Tock, On The Clock
    But The Party Dont Stop
    Woah-oh Oh Oh
    Woah-oh Oh Oh

    [Chorus]

    Aint Got A Care In World, But Got Plenty Of Beer
    Aint Got No Money In My Pocket, But Im Already Here
    Now, The Dudes Are Lining Up Cause They Hear We Got Swagger
    But We Kick Em To The Curb Unless They Look Like Mick Jagger
    Im Talking About – Everybody Getting Crunk, Crunk
    Boys Trying To Touch My Junk, Junk
    Gonna Smack Him If He Getting Too Drunk, Drunk
    Now, Now – We Goin Til They Kick Us Out, Out
    Or The Police Shut Us Down, Down
    Police Shut Us Down, Down
    Po-po Shut Us -
    [Chorus] X 2
    DJ, You Build Me Up
    You Break Me Down
    My Heart, It Pounds
    Yeah, You Got Me
    With My Hands Up
    You Got Me Now
    You Gotta That Sound
    Yea, You Got Me
    DJ, You Build Me Up
    You Break Me Down
    My Heart, It Pounds
    Yeah, You Got Me
    With My Hands Up
    Get Your Hands Up
    Put Your Hands Up
    No, The Party Dont Start Until I Walk In

    [Chorus] X 2

    • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/theda-bara/ Theda Bara

      Ke$sha? Don’t tell anyone I know who sings this song.

      • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/theda-bara/ Theda Bara

        Ke$ha. I forgot she traded in a letter for money.

  • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/tristantzara/ tristantzara

    Theda, are you my girlfriend from 1995? So good to hear from you again. Sounds like you’re doing… about the same. Me, I quit the cheap red wine and the eyeliner, but those always suited you better than me.
    Remember the time we had Tori Amos tickets, and we broke up like a week before the concert, but still went together (even though I think you had already met someone else, some Burning Man guy before anyone knew what that was) and I put my hand on yours and you hesitated before pulling it away and then when she encored with “Purple Rain” I looked over and you were crying and there was black smeared all over your cheeks. You wouldn’t talk to me after, you just cried, which would have made me cry if I wasn’t so worried about you crying.
    That was sad.
    I too am afraid of changin’, but it was long ago that I built my life around you. That turned out okay, eventually, though I thought it never would. But not much really does change. Now it’s just someone else who sort of reminds me of you. But we got lucky there for a minute, didn’t we? Even the painful stuff, the broken bottles, the slamming doors, being locked out in the rain, I feel blessed for even those. I hope you do too.
    Hang in there kid.

    • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/chillbearlatrigue/ Chillbear Latrigue

      This reminds me of a John Cusack movie—and I mean that only in the best way.

      • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/tristantzara/ tristantzara

        “It’s annoying how girls love to love John Cusack.”
        -Someone Funny I Once Knew

        • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/theda-bara/ Theda Bara

          I used to love Cusack. But then he went and got a Twitter account and gave us direct access to his crazy.

    • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/theda-bara/ Theda Bara

      Darling, it wasn’t me. The only “Burning Man” event I’d attend is the actual burning of a man.

      But I did break up with someone the night before I had front-row tickets to a Tori Amos show. Is that you, dude who beat me up?

  • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/militantrubberducky/ MilitantRubberDucky

    “Some days I just settle for the speed of sound
    Step off this porch and blow a kiss to this whole damn town
    Let off one of them sonic booms and break all the windows in their living rooms
    I’d blow off the hats of the boys at the old fairgrounds,
    Laughing at the speed of sound”

    Ellis Paul, “Speed of Trees”

    • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/theda-bara/ Theda Bara

      Wow. I like those lyrics. I’mma google the song and check it out.

  • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/skahammer/ skahammer

    Moved out of the house, so you moved next door
    I locked you out, you cut a hole in the wall
    I found you sleeping next to me, I thought I was alone
    You’re driving me crazy, when are you coming home

    Yeah, that. (James, “Laid.”)

    • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/theda-bara/ Theda Bara

      I love that album, but I’m more about “Five-O.”

      “If it lasts forever, hope I’m the first to die…”

  • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/chillbearlatrigue/ Chillbear Latrigue

    Oh Mama, I’ve been years on the lam and had a high price on my head
    Lawman said ‘Get him dead or alive’ and it’s for sure he’ll see me dead
    Dear Mama I can hear you cryin’, you’re so scared and all alone
    Hangman is comin’ down from the gallows and I don’t have very long
    (Styx, “Renegade”)

    Because I’m a total badass rebel who on occasion likes to chat with mom about mistakes that I’ve made.

    • http://wordsmoker.com/help/members-3/theda-bara/ Theda Bara

      I chat with my Dad about my shit constantly–we’re open and he knows the many ways I’ve fucked up my life.

      But he loves me. Just like YER MAMA.